February 2011
4 posts
“I don’t need no apologies, I just need someone to love me.”
“Jesus provides inner peace when outer peace isn’t possible”
– Our Daily Journey
January 2011
6 posts
I dislike saying negative things, but I believe those are the things that need to be said, for they cannot be bottled up over long periods of time.
I’m just saying, I can’t blame no one. It is perfectly fine for a guy to flirt with more than one girl, just because he’s single.
So much for special attention.
It is by far, the BIGGEST, FATTEST, PITY in my life yet. I know I shouldn’t harp over it. But then, better dwelling over the fact that it could be so beautiful than feeling all chalked up later.
“You, yes, you, linger inside my heart
The same you who stopped us before we...”
– Marcus Flutie, Second Helpings by Megan McCafferty (via booksyouneedtoread)
I’m still angry, I still feel stupid. But I’ll be over it. I’ll be okay. It takes some time, and a lot of self-slapping. But I’ll be okay.
I don’t want to go through the entire, “Hey, how are you? Doing good? What are your plans?” thing all over again. Enough with formalities. I just want to tell you that I miss you.
November 2010
2 posts
I’m going to, fall into this place. When I’m emotionally attached to you, and you’re halfway around the world, having the time of your life. I want a normal, healthy relationship.
Please let it happen.. Please..
September 2010
2 posts
Would we have ever had a shot if we’d never made out? I’ve learnt. Things that happen with excessive alcohol involved never lasts. It seems that the most traditional, simple way of dating works best. Seems I’ve screwed it up, and that I’d to wait for the next one. God knows when, literally.
July 2010
2 posts
“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their...”
– Mark Twain (via kari-shma)
June 2010
7 posts
Funny how the extreme extrovert in me can speak to a stranger easily, but have trouble making the first move in conversations after. Unless of course, a divine appointment that draws two of us together. You can call it fate, I call it me chickening out.
“Don’t waste your time, fight for the people who love you, not for people...”
– Cam
Standing on fields of GRACE: Ecclesiastes 3 →
A Time for Everything
1 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to...
May 2010
12 posts
“What is going to make you realize that even though you say such mean things,...”
Why? Why do people have to have such hurtful things to people they once loved? Why don’t you just let it be? Why do you have to walk away, come back to stab the same person again? And I, being the witness, can do nothing to stop it. Wtf.
Hi L______,
Could you let me know if we’re exclusive? Just a simple question, a one word answer. Let’s not waste time.
Thanks.
If only it was this easy..
I like doing this. Coming home late, after playing computer games and skateboarding. Sitting in the dark smelling my lilies. Talking to people I care a lot about who cares the equal amount about me. <3
It’s a viscous cycle. On normal days I can hide, sweep it under the carpet. Problems with friends, family, men. I choose to tell what I want to tell. The rest is privilege information. When I’ve had one drink too many, the carpet reveals itself. People frown at the mess that is collected. Then they frown at the person who sweeps it under. Exposed, caught red handed. And then day comes,...
Note to self
Stop crying soon, you don’t want to wake up with swollen eyes.
I guess it’s true. Whatever happens in a club stays in a club. Even if the next few hours were special. Oh wells. So even though at one moment there were suddenly 3 guys in my life. One’s enlisted, the other rejected. One more to go…
April 2010
6 posts
“We women, as some one says, love with our ears, just as you men love with your...”
– Oscar Wilde (The Picture of Dorian Gray) (via ohzoya) (via quote-book)
I hate to hurt the people I love.
Things I've overcame, and things I've yet to...
Ten months ago, I would kill the person who took my phone away when I had the urge to hear your voice. I would check it every five minutes, in hope that you’ll reply my texts in a conversational manner. I was worried that you were my rebound. I was so afraid to hurt you, I was so afraid of my feelings for you.
Nine months ago, I started losing hope. The cold treatment sent chills through my...
March 2010
10 posts
I catch myself unknowingly waiting for a text from a random number. Or a new friend request from a familiar name, a familiar face. Maybe I’m just too desperate to move on. Am I?
“My liking for her has to do with her liking for me.”
– I wish I was like that
Through his experience, he tells me you probably wouldn’t try to get my number and call me.
I hope you’re not like him.
“Silence is the worse way to end relationships.”
Today I found a new hobby, instead of just cyber-stalking you, I stalked your brother. I’ve opened your conversation window until I lost count. First time I did, I realised. No message history. No more things to reminise about. Then I remembered, only the texts we’d exchanged is left. 2nd time I noticed only your window was purple. 3rd time I told myself you had an ugly display...
“Is it time to delete those messages?”
Eight months, one picture, half a second.
I remembered why I liked you so much.